Ten more pounds in the next 10 days!!!!

Selamu's court day is in 10 days! I am feeling so excited about it, however it is tinged with a little bit of worry. There have been so many court cases that have ended up in limbo that it just makes me so worried. I know that I am not unlike anyone else when I say that it has taken so long to get to this point...but it has!!! On two occasions I have held babies in my arms believing that they were my children, only to have it not work out the way I had hoped. Being so close now is truly a miracle. I just want the miracle to continue. I realize that no matter how long it takes Selamu and Meron are my children. Still I just don't know if I could handle a case that just lingers on and on. I am just amazed by the ap's that deal with this daily, it has to be heartbreaking.

God, pleeeeeeez let Selamu just pass court!!!!!!!! Horrible time to try to kick a McDonalds habit...!!!!